normally i tend to mask my feelings, hold them all inside, and not talk to anyone. i put on a happy face even when the days are tough. but i am slowly realizing that i need to be real with people. i need to share what is going on in my life. so here it goes.
i am thinking about dropping out of college. my health has come to the point where i am not even awake to listen in class. my eyesight is wacked out and my migraines going nuts. and i have had the worst bout of depression i have ever had. i am so sad because this is really where i thought i was supposed to be, but things keep getting in my way - finances, health. yes, i know god can provide and cares for me, but right now i am struggling with the day-to-day. i need your prayers, big time. this decision could affect me for the rest of my life. i am seeking counsel and waiting on my MRI results. but please be praying in the meantime. if i need to go home, that i will have the patience, and if i stay here that i will have the strength.
You have my prayers, for sure. You are way stronger than I would be in your shoes, I have to hand it to you!
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Matthew 6:34 :-)