Why is it so difficult to believe that God is faithful? 3 times over the course of college decisions, i told myself i was NOT going to covenant college, and each time, God did something incredible in my life that made me change my mind. Why then, can i not convince myself that if he was faithful before, he will be faithful again? Financial struggles, stresses, and my ever so present migraines, consistently weigh me down. I often think to myself that God is abandoning me, but truth be told, it is me who abandoned him. if only i could know the future, know for sure that covenant is a part of it. but i cant. only he knows for sure whether i am to be here next semester, or elsewhere. whether this was to be just a short season of my life, or a long one. but whatever the case, i MUST rest assured in the promise he made in philippians..
...for I will supply all your needs....
Katie:
ReplyDeleteMay His peace that passes all understanding be with you tonight.
Right before I clicked on your link I was singing this song, here, alone in my house... I was wondering why... perhaps I was to share it with you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCJISVv-NQI
(This was the only Youtube version I could find... sorry about the random dolphins! ;)
thanks, lauren. it was a blessing and an important reminder. :)
ReplyDeleteOne day at a time, girl :-)
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