tonight i am wondering why. this question may seem so vague, and it is but i cannot seem to grasp the why's of life. i feel sometimes as if i am living a rerun of a very bad tv show and i want desperately to change the channel. but i can't find the remote. ok, so corny analogy, but its true. if only we could understand the big picture, life would make so much more sense. if only i could understand why i am to endure so much pain, my life would become crystal clear.
but i cant. i'm not God. this realization keeps smacking me in the face. and i HATE it. i cant do anything to change. i thought coming to covenant would fix all my problems, but in reality, its only brought more of them to light.
do me a big favor and pray for me. :)
praying for you dear! :) ...I empathize with your frustrations and questioning... I was asking my counselor the same question in counseling Monday. Why why why? Because. Because God is God and because God is love and because God is good. All the time. Hang in there :)
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